Friday, July 31, 2009

Long Run Jitters

So tomorrow it begins...my feet have never before carried me as far as they will tomorrow. And from now on until September, my Saturdays will be full of uncharted territory.

I know I shouldn't really be nervous. After all, there's nothing really riding on me actually making it 14-16 miles tomorrow. If I have to walk a few steps, no one's life will be in danger. If I do 14 instead of 16, I won't have to pay anyone large sums of money. My children will have enough food to eat regardless of what pace I run.

So I need to take some deep breaths and remember that all is well, spending time talking to good friends is nothing to dread, and that if I'm too slow for Liz, I can just send her on her way. My iPod has a new This American Life episode, a downloaded audiobook and plenty of music, so I won't be lonely. And spending time alone with my thoughts would be welcome, too.

OK, mission accomplished. I'm feeling a little more zen about the whole "run a really long time tomorrow" thing. Now if I can only convince myself to go to bed on time...

4 comments:

Liz said...

You're so funny! You're going to be just fine! It's late and I'm not in bed yet so maybe I should worry, too! I'm excited for you to hit these new distances!!!

Lori said...

Just make sure you have nothing else on the books the day of the long run- except cleaning of course!

Gaylene said...

You can do it---I know can!!!

tonandboys said...

You are amazing! You have completely inspired me to start running again...it has been a while...pre-baby. But um, I think a mile or two will be amazing enough for me for quite a while. Wow! You are amazing!